bahasa arab !

salam alaik ! 

^^

haa , im now trying to learn arabic :o

yes arabic . 

for a person who left arabic for quite a long time ,

its verrrrry hard to catch up

._.

seriously , 

im using the level one book

there are so manyyyyyy words that i had learn when i was in 'sekolah agama'

but of course , 

i forgotten most of them

its sooooooo hard

emm why am i studying arabic ?

because im going to have an arabic test .

maybe it will not make a difference 

maybe ill still be in the level 1 class

but its not a harm to try right

and ill also learn b.arab there, 

so i wanna get ready i think

i reaaaaalllly hope i can master this language

i seriously want to take syariah

ill try my best

i know most of those who have no arab basic who wanted to take syariah

gave up and just continue to do civil

and then theyll take diploma in syariah

thats an option.

but i really want to graduate as a syariah student

O Allah , please help me.

InsyaAllah , 

kalau Allah mudahkan dan izinkan , 

semuanya akan terjadi :)

yang penting jangan pernah putus asa and doa banyak banyak .

. usaha , tawakkal , redha .

this is a reminder to all of us muslimah :)

 "maka janganlah kamu wahai wanita,merendahkan(memerdukan)suaramu,maka dibimbangi orang yang brpenyakit dihatinya berkeinginan jahat kpdmu.maka bercakaplah hanya dgn kata-kata yg baik. (al-Ahzab :32)

must take note dear muslimah :) 

thats all for today . assalamualaikum ^^,

UIA :)

salam alaik :)

alhamdulillah , 

praise be to Allah !

im accepted by UIA :)

and the course offered is LAW !

the moment i knew , i was sooooo excited ! 

^^

hmm ,

i want to take syariah 

but , i really need to be good with my arab
its tough since i didnt learn arabic when im in sec school

its okay , i believe

when there's a will , 

ther's a way 

^^

but ,

if i cant cope with the arabic studies at cfs,

ill continue to do civil law

but ill make sure ill take diploma in syariah :)

frankly speaking ,

im scared , nervous , excited 

it will be hard for me to leave my mom of course

after 18 years staying with my mom

maybe i sound like a pampered child

but seriously im not . ^^

my mom never pamper her children too much

but seriously ,

its heartbreaking seyh .

quite dramatic kann ._.

but life needs to go on .

i need to get out fro  my comfort zone

explore more !

i really really really hope

ill meet good friends there

and also ,

good room-mates which like to read the Quran , 

mathurat and so on .seriously i hopeeee so .

i hope ill get friends on my first day there .

hmm , 

|this friend thingy makes me nervous :|

i dont want to be a loner ,

just sit in the corner and be a bookworm 

noo ._.

yes , we must be independent .

buttt , 

friends are important . :)

how i wish , my friends will be together with me

but , i know thats quite hard kann .

insyaAllah , 

if Allah gives us the opportunity to still breath , 

we will meet again yaa friends :)

 and lastly ,

i hopeee i can cope with the course im taking

people say that law is hard

since we must read and study always

ill be a bookworm i guess . ^^

thats not something bad right ?

yup , i rejected utp's offer .

quite sad 

i dont know why . hihi .

thats all for now , 

assalamualaikum ! toodles ! :)

alhamdulillah

salam alaik :)

alhamdulillah ,

 praise be to Allah 

i can continue my studies in UIA 

:D

thats enough about me ,

to those who didnt get offered 

be strong !

Allah is testing you .

"sesungguhnya sabar itu sebahagian daripada iman"

who knows if Allah is planning to give you something better . 

just be patient and never give up :)

a reminder to myself and others :)

"tulislah perancanganmu dengan sebatang pensil . serahkan pula pemadamnya kepada Allah , dan izinkan-Nya memadam bahagian yang tidak sempurna untuk digantikan dengan perancangan yang lebih baik . sebagai hadiah istimewa daripada-Nya untukmu." :)

 -khadimulquran-

assalamualaikum ^^

universiti teknologi petronas .

salam alaik :)

it had been a long time since i last updated my blog .

hihi , not busy at all 

but ran out of ideas i guess

hmm , let me flash back a little 

alhamdulillah praise be to Allah, 

i achieved what i want for my spm result 

now waiting for the upu result which is tomorrow ._.

ahah , a few weeks back i went to UTP for an interview .
woahh i and my friend did a lot of research about how they conduct the interviews ,
we read many blogs
but
the interview was not as scary as what they posted
seriously !
we were like so scared because the way they posted about the interview as though the interviewers were mean and as though it is very very difficult and scary .
i almost backed out wihout trying .
p/s : never give up without trying okie :)


when i got there , subhanallah . of course it was scary
there were so manyyyy students who came for the interview. 
majority of them are boys of course.
and all of them looked very intelligent making me soooo nervous .
thats in the beginning . 


then , after all the briefing .
we are divided into groups . not actually divided
because we can choose our own group members.
we were given a question and need to figure something out.
and
its time to meet the interviewers
. . .
we entered the room alone at first
they asked about urself , and then u need to present the task given.
then there will be one interviewer who will provoke us lah
or in other word, will question us to make us confuse ._.
then u will enter the room as a group
and discuss ur topic .
but seriously its not that badddd at all .
its not a nightmare .


so, if u are asked to come for an interview anywhere ,
please go and be brave.
thats what they wanna see :) 


alhamdulillah i was accepted . but still making my decision . 


reminder for myself and everybody :


"Ingin saya tegaskan sekali lagi apa yang telah saya kemukakan beberapa kali : bahawa saya tidak setuju dengan slogan sebahagian orang zaman moden tentang "Bercinta sebelum berkahwin", kerana jalan yang begitu penuh dengan bahaya dan meliputi samar-samar." -[Fatawa Mu'ashirah - 2].

Wlpn kita cuba backup atau mengindahkan cinta sebelum kahwin dengan apa jua istilah dan tips sekalipun, wlpn mungkin kita bataskan banyak benda agar sampai tidak wujud zina hati, tapi kita kena ingat; Bila kita jatuh cinta dalam keadaan iman yang ampuh, kita senang terdedah pada penyakit hati dan tidak ramai antara kita yang imannya teguh.

thats all for now . assalamualaikum :)

a story to share :)

once , a pious man saw the shaitan in his dream 

carrying 4 things :

                 1. a BIG FORK

                 2. DUST

                        3. HONEY

                 4. RED PAINT 

The man asked : "why are you carrying these things?"

shaitan replied : "when someone is reading the Quran , ill poke them with the fork so that they rush reading the Quran and miss out words "

"and when two people sit and backite, ill put honey in their mouths so that theyll enjoy it and do it more"

"and when someone is about to stroke the head of an orphan, ill put dust on it to make it look dirty so they wont want to stroke it"

"and when a woman doesnt wear hijab, ill mark her forehead with red paint as a symbol that shell be my wife on the day of judgement.

nauzubillah !

quran vs satan

Al Quran

each and everyone who practice it

will surely be in peace

and will weaken the satan 

which is our greatest enemy ><

when we bring the Al Quran together with us ,

satan will feel dizzy

when we open the Quran , 

satan will fall

when the satan watch us reading the Quran , 

they will tremble and faint

when the satan watch us practicing the Quran everyday,

they will avoid us since 'malaikat'(i prefer to use this than angels) will always be by our side

when the satan watch us love the Quran,

they will run 

subhanallah ! u see , by just reading the Quran , we can avoid the 'syaitan laknatullah'

brothers and sisters, that is what we want most in life , which is to destroy the satan , and try to reach jannah ^^ 

woman :)

Dear sisters :)

♥ Be like a star, so far that no one can reach you, so bright and shining, guiding people with the light of your good deeds

♥ Be like a pearl, so precious, well protected in your shell (hijab), the only one who can have you is the right husband who would realize your true value and cherish your protected beauty

♥ Be like a closed book, don’t let any man read you except the one whom Allah has already decreed for you

♥ Don’t be one of the lost deals of any man and don’t be the one he adds to his life’s archive

♥ Don’t turn your heart to a "laboratory" of emotional experiences which end every time with tears and regret and anger from Allah

♥ Don’t try to win a boy’s love and lose Allah’s satisfaction

salam alaik :)

i would like to post about 

the most common mistakes in covering the awrah.

first :

women think that covering aurah is just by wearing hijab .

that's sooo not true , girls . pleaseee , recheck what is our awrah as a woman .

second :

alhamdulillah ! ure wearing hijab ! :D

oh , BUT :(

why are u wearing short sleeves ?

hmm , please get this right . our awrah is our entire body except our face and hand from the wrist till the fingers.

so , why are u still wearing short sleeves dear sisters ?

think about it . 

third :

this is not so common , but there are still some of us who make this mistake which is ,

"oh , u look sweeeet wearing hijab'"

mashaAllah O.O

why does ur sarong have high slits which shows ur legs ?

oh dear :o 

fourth:

ure wearing hijab . BUT , u wear figure hugging clothes .

u want to wear the skinniest jeans, the smallest shirt,

 till the curves of ur body is soooo obvious .

:( 

fifth:

this happens too .

the hijab ure wearing is too loose until ur hair can be seen

dush ,

again, why do u wear hijab in the first place?

-________- 

sixth:

this is common too .

we wear hijab but we just wear it when going to work or school

O.O

but , not when we're outside of the house and when going to nearby shops .

mashaAllah 

seventh:

this is the most common mistake , ull agree , im suree .

dear sisters , u wear hijab but . .

instead of covering ur chest, u try hard to only cover ur neck .

haiyaaak .

thats not the right way dear ,,

eighth :

subhanallah O.O 

ur hijab is veeeeery beautiful :D

but its alsoooo verrrrrrrryyyyy transparent lahhh .

-____-

ninth:

this is a trend nowadays , 

they dont see anything wrong in it , but

actually , it is soooooooo wrong .

even there is a hadith about this

yupp , its about our 'buns'

please sisters, when u wear hijab

do not raise ur buns .

its sooo wrong .

we want to hide it , not show it 

-______-

tenth :

is our prayers accepted if we dont cover our feet?

ahah ! exactly , 

tak sah kann , 

why ?

bacause it is our awrah !

buttt , why do we still not wearing socks ?

isnt it the same as not covering our awrah ?

so dear sisters, please think about it . does islam prohibits us from wearing shawl ?

no , 

we want to look great in people eyes,

but we do not work hard to look great in Allah's eyes .

who will judge us after this ?

are these people who will judge us either we will enter heaven or hell ?

no , Allah is the one .

please , let us change to be a better muslimah.

insyaAllah , we will always be blessed by Him :)

salam alaik blog !

the last post was in june ,

thats quite a long time :o

yepp , ive been busy with what we call

'SPM'

but , alhamdulillah . exactly 3.30 pm yesterday , 

we bio students are freeee. . .eee. . .eee

it felt like a huge heavy box was removed

now , for these upcoming days 

and days

and days 

i cant imagine what im going to do

during this looonggg holiday :O

theres just tooo much :D

of course blog , im not goin to leave u again .

^^

pity u , i know ull miss meeee ;)

whether im working or not 

im not sure .

we must be picky okayy in selecting a job

why did i say so ?

for example , if i chose to work at a store selling clothes

where the women clothes sold there are NOT clothes that covers the aurah , 

i will be dealing with a great sin .

do u think Allah approves the job ?

do u think the salary we get is fully blessed by Him?

yes, its halal . 

but think about it .

u are selling something against islam .

another example is,

about the attire i must wear.

there will be some stores which have their own attires

most of them are short sleeves

wait , not finish yet

u must say 

:pakai inner jelahh --

aha , wearing inner which is almost figure hugging ?

it shows the shape of our hand ?

is that what islam thought us ?

then , u need to tuck them in .

oh noo noo ,

we must cover our back .

and some stores maybe ask us to put aur hijab in the shirt

that is a big NO lahh

everything will be exposed

whats the purpose of wearing a hijab then ?

haa , these are some reasons why must we be picky in finding a job.

we want money , but make sure it is fully blessed by Allah.

thats all for now .

assalamualaikum ^^ 

couple = cinta ?

assalamualaikum w.b.t :)

i hope u readers are healthy 

today and for the upcoming days

insyaAllah ~

adapted from the same book

BATUBATA KEHIDUPAN by hilal asyraf

the next topic about love in islam is

couple = cinta ?

hmm , frankly speaking , once . 

i am confused between love and coupling .

whats the difference ?

alhamdulillah , Allah showed me the way

let us learn together

to be a better muslims, insyaAllah :)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

in this book , its written in it that someone asked hilal , if he ever fall in love .hilal answered , yes . the person asked again if hilal ever been in a relationship  ? hilal said no . the person was quite confused when hilal answered his question. and the person said , how is that ? ure in love but u are not in a relationship ?

hilal was puzzled . he said, is being in love and being in a relationship(couple) is the same ? to fall in love , IS IT A COMPULSORY TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP ? does it mean that if were not in a relationship , we dont love him or her ? is it ?

patutlah apbila dkatakan blh brcinta sblm kahwin , rmai org yg mrh . katany , tiada cinta sblm nikah atau cinta sblm nikah itu haram. ini krn mrk mnyangka bhw cinta itu berpsng-pasangan dan yg swaktu dgnnya . 

perbndingan umpama couple atau berpsgn itu jauh ltaknya di barat, dan cinta itu ltaknya jauh di bhgian timur. dua perkara yg berlainan . cinta blh dijlnkan tnpa perlu berpsgn. berpsgn pun , kalau mahu , blh jalan tnpa cinta .

apa itu cinta?

definisi cinta sy mudah. cinta adlh apbila kita hndk masuk syurga brsama-sama dgn org yg kita kata pd dia, "saya cintakan awak."

jd, kalau kita mlakukan ssuatu yg mngluarkn kita dr jalan ke syurga Allah, itu tndanya kita telang hilang cinta kita kpd org yg kita kata "saya cintakan awk"

cinta , trkndung dlmnya makna syg dan kasih. jd , sy tdk nmpk org yg mlmparkan org lain ke dlm api , atau mnarik sseorg trjun ke gaung brsama dgnnya itu, adlh seorg pencinta, pnyayang atau pngasih .

jadi , kalau berpacaran itu dilrg oleh Allah , zina hati itu dilrg oleh Allah , ikhtilat ( hbgn llaki prmpuan yg haram dlm islam) itu dilrg oleh Allah, dan kosnya adlh kemurkaan Allah . blh mngheret ke dlm nraka Allah . apakah si pngajak itu , atau si pelaku itu dinamakan saling kasih mngasihi , syg mnyayangi , dan cinta mncintai ? lempar ke dlm api dikatakan sayang ? kalau anda brpndpt sdmikian , tidak mngapalah .

bercinta sbelum kahwin

a friend of hilal told him something when hilal talked about love before marriage. he said, " ana rasa anta patut jlaskan. mgkin ad org yg slh fhm."

hilal explained ,

sy tidak prnah katakan bhw brcinta sblm brkhwin itu dbnrkan brpasngan , dbnrkan mlbih-lbih dlm hbngan llaki prmpuan dan sbgainy.

apakah erti bercinta sblm berkahwin ?

mmpunyai prasaan cinta, biasany waktu bila ? mgkn zaman ma ayh kita dulu, bab khwin serah kat datun nenek kita . zmn tu mgkin kita blh kata , cinta lpas kahwin .

zmn skrg , pling kurg , psgn kita itu adlh yg bljr sama skolah , bkrja di tmpt sama. prnh bkrjasama dlm apaapa program . apap pun mst ad prtmbungan sblm prkhwinan yg mmicu kpd rasa hndak brkahwin dgn dia .

apkah itu rasa hndak brkhwin dgn dia ? itulah prasaan cinta , suka , mahu . jadi , kalau cinta sblm khwin itu haram , maka rmailah org zaman skrg asas prkhwinanny haram krn rasa suka itu dtg sblm khwin ? bgaimana pula itu ? olh itu , sy tidk mmilih mngharamkan cinta . sy mmilih utk mnunjukkan cara brcinta .

bila kamu ad rasa suka pd sseorg , kamu luah kpd dia bila kamu rasa kamu bersedia . kalau dia terima , di situ scr tidak lngsg  sudh ad kontrak antara kamu dg dia . hubungan tu pula diketahui ibu bapa .

maka tak slh mmpunyai prasaan cinta ktika itu . brcintalah sprt org blum brkhwin . kalau ketagih mahu berdating , mnta famili ajak famili psgn anda kluar makan , kalau rndu sgt mahu berjumpa , ajak kluarga ziarah rumahny .

mnurut slh seorg senior hilal , yg tlah berkhwin , hntr SMS utk urusan yg sgtsgt pnting shj . slps dhntr SMS td, buang cpatcpat , spy kita tdk mmbaca mesej itu brulang kali yg kmudianny mngheret kpd zina hati . pndek kata , hbgn itu mstilah dijaga sprt org blm brkahwin . 

"hmm , susahlh mcm tu "

inilh shj jln yg ada kalau na brcinta sblm brkhwin . kalau mhu lbih sng, khwin shj .

knp sy tdk mnghramkn cinta sblm khwin ?

cinta itu blh mncul bilabila shj tnpa dirancang . cinta ini bergelojak dan sng mmbrontak . kita tdk boleh tundukkanny dgn berkata ' itu haram, ini tdk blh' dan sbgainy . ttp , kita blh lnturkanny dgn 'blh, ttp ad syratny'

tengok diri dahulu

lbih sng , kalau dalam bab cinta , kita tgk diri kita dhulu . prkara prtama yg perlu tgk adlah , apakah kita sdh bersedia dgn tnggungjawab mmbawa ank org lain msuk ke dlm syurga ?

itu yg pertama . yg kedua , apakh kita sudah brsdia utk mnjadi cth kpd istri dan anakanak ?

yg ketiga, apakh tlh dpersiapkan ilmu , emosi , mental dan jiwa utk brkluarga , mghdapi cbrn-cbranny, mndidik org di dlmnya ?

*jgn nmpk pngakhiran hubngan kita dgn psgn kita hnya di gerbang prkahwinan . 

ad dunia yg luas, pnuh cbrn dan dugaan mnnti .

yg berpsgn, apkh anda berfikir?

jd , apkh yg mmbezakan antara org yg bercinta dgn org yg berpsgn ? 

bezanya , satu pihak fikir prkaraprkara yg saya sbut di atas dan brusaha brmati-matian mnyiapkn diri. satu pihak lg ,fikir seronok , hendak sukasuka shj dan tdk fikir pun slps itu ap yg mrk akn hadapi.

"kami couple sbb cintalah"

maka sy kata , cinta anda itu tidak sama dgn cinta sy . cinta yg sy katakn ini suci , mahal , brhrga . mahu mndptkanny , perlu usaha yg keras . CINTA MENEMBUS SYURGA , mestilah usahanya juga blh mnggegarkan jiwa . 

*sy tidk suruh ptuskn hbngan. kalau yg brpsgn sdar prkara ini , hentikan couple itu, dan cari makna cinta sjati utk mmprbaharui cinta mrk sblm ini , prbaiki prjalanan hidup dan serius mahu bina khidupan yg Allah redha , ap slhnya kamu msh bersama . blh smbung couple lpas brkahwin .

kalau kamu benarbnar ber'cinta' , takkanlah mahu truskan ssuatu yg mrosakkan psgn kamu kata kamu 'cinta' itu ? yalah , lempar psgn pd kmurkaan Allah , pd neraka Allah . kamu kata kamu cinta ? jadi , kalau bnar kamu cinta , takkanlah tak blh brhnti skjp couple itu dan brgrak mmperbaiki diri, prbtulkan kmbali matlamat , fahami kmbali cinta, kmudian kahwin dan smbung couple semula.

yg brpsgn , ap yg anda fikir ? ap masa hdpn anda mahu ? kluarga yg mcm mana hndak bina ? anakanak nnt hndak dididik dgn apa ?

ketahuilah , sseorg yg tidak mmpunyai apaapa , tidak akn blh mmbrikan apap .

couple dgn cinta tidak sama 

cinta itu mahal , cinta itu suci , cinta itu bersih . takkan sy hndak nodai dgn perkaraprkara yg mngotorkanny(kemurkaan Allah) ? di situ shj kita blh mmbuat garisan mmbezakan cinta dan couple .

couple ini , hndak pgangpgang tgn , sembang dkatdkat , 'jiwang' lbihlbih , romantik , buatlh slpas kahwin .

jadi , tiada mslh kalau brcinta tnpa couple . masih cinta . bersih pula .

siapa kata couple = cinta ?

hmm , seriously , i learned a lot from this book thanks to Allah :)

im experiencing teenage years too dear friends,

im trying my best

seriously , WE must try our best

to be blessed by Allah

we dont know when our last breath is

its not easy i know

because im undergoing it too

and its hard

but let us pray together 

so that we can change

 to be a better muslim , 

insyaAllah :)