bahasa arab !

salam alaik ! 

^^

haa , im now trying to learn arabic :o

yes arabic . 

for a person who left arabic for quite a long time ,

its verrrrry hard to catch up

._.

seriously , 

im using the level one book

there are so manyyyyyy words that i had learn when i was in 'sekolah agama'

but of course , 

i forgotten most of them

its sooooooo hard

emm why am i studying arabic ?

because im going to have an arabic test .

maybe it will not make a difference 

maybe ill still be in the level 1 class

but its not a harm to try right

and ill also learn b.arab there, 

so i wanna get ready i think

i reaaaaalllly hope i can master this language

i seriously want to take syariah

ill try my best

i know most of those who have no arab basic who wanted to take syariah

gave up and just continue to do civil

and then theyll take diploma in syariah

thats an option.

but i really want to graduate as a syariah student

O Allah , please help me.

InsyaAllah , 

kalau Allah mudahkan dan izinkan , 

semuanya akan terjadi :)

yang penting jangan pernah putus asa and doa banyak banyak .

. usaha , tawakkal , redha .

this is a reminder to all of us muslimah :)

 "maka janganlah kamu wahai wanita,merendahkan(memerdukan)suaramu,maka dibimbangi orang yang brpenyakit dihatinya berkeinginan jahat kpdmu.maka bercakaplah hanya dgn kata-kata yg baik. (al-Ahzab :32)

must take note dear muslimah :) 

thats all for today . assalamualaikum ^^,

UIA :)

salam alaik :)

alhamdulillah , 

praise be to Allah !

im accepted by UIA :)

and the course offered is LAW !

the moment i knew , i was sooooo excited ! 

^^

hmm ,

i want to take syariah 

but , i really need to be good with my arab
its tough since i didnt learn arabic when im in sec school

its okay , i believe

when there's a will , 

ther's a way 

^^

but ,

if i cant cope with the arabic studies at cfs,

ill continue to do civil law

but ill make sure ill take diploma in syariah :)

frankly speaking ,

im scared , nervous , excited 

it will be hard for me to leave my mom of course

after 18 years staying with my mom

maybe i sound like a pampered child

but seriously im not . ^^

my mom never pamper her children too much

but seriously ,

its heartbreaking seyh .

quite dramatic kann ._.

but life needs to go on .

i need to get out fro  my comfort zone

explore more !

i really really really hope

ill meet good friends there

and also ,

good room-mates which like to read the Quran , 

mathurat and so on .seriously i hopeeee so .

i hope ill get friends on my first day there .

hmm , 

|this friend thingy makes me nervous :|

i dont want to be a loner ,

just sit in the corner and be a bookworm 

noo ._.

yes , we must be independent .

buttt , 

friends are important . :)

how i wish , my friends will be together with me

but , i know thats quite hard kann .

insyaAllah , 

if Allah gives us the opportunity to still breath , 

we will meet again yaa friends :)

 and lastly ,

i hopeee i can cope with the course im taking

people say that law is hard

since we must read and study always

ill be a bookworm i guess . ^^

thats not something bad right ?

yup , i rejected utp's offer .

quite sad 

i dont know why . hihi .

thats all for now , 

assalamualaikum ! toodles ! :)

alhamdulillah

salam alaik :)

alhamdulillah ,

 praise be to Allah 

i can continue my studies in UIA 

:D

thats enough about me ,

to those who didnt get offered 

be strong !

Allah is testing you .

"sesungguhnya sabar itu sebahagian daripada iman"

who knows if Allah is planning to give you something better . 

just be patient and never give up :)

a reminder to myself and others :)

"tulislah perancanganmu dengan sebatang pensil . serahkan pula pemadamnya kepada Allah , dan izinkan-Nya memadam bahagian yang tidak sempurna untuk digantikan dengan perancangan yang lebih baik . sebagai hadiah istimewa daripada-Nya untukmu." :)

 -khadimulquran-

assalamualaikum ^^

universiti teknologi petronas .

salam alaik :)

it had been a long time since i last updated my blog .

hihi , not busy at all 

but ran out of ideas i guess

hmm , let me flash back a little 

alhamdulillah praise be to Allah, 

i achieved what i want for my spm result 

now waiting for the upu result which is tomorrow ._.

ahah , a few weeks back i went to UTP for an interview .
woahh i and my friend did a lot of research about how they conduct the interviews ,
we read many blogs
but
the interview was not as scary as what they posted
seriously !
we were like so scared because the way they posted about the interview as though the interviewers were mean and as though it is very very difficult and scary .
i almost backed out wihout trying .
p/s : never give up without trying okie :)


when i got there , subhanallah . of course it was scary
there were so manyyyy students who came for the interview. 
majority of them are boys of course.
and all of them looked very intelligent making me soooo nervous .
thats in the beginning . 


then , after all the briefing .
we are divided into groups . not actually divided
because we can choose our own group members.
we were given a question and need to figure something out.
and
its time to meet the interviewers
. . .
we entered the room alone at first
they asked about urself , and then u need to present the task given.
then there will be one interviewer who will provoke us lah
or in other word, will question us to make us confuse ._.
then u will enter the room as a group
and discuss ur topic .
but seriously its not that badddd at all .
its not a nightmare .


so, if u are asked to come for an interview anywhere ,
please go and be brave.
thats what they wanna see :) 


alhamdulillah i was accepted . but still making my decision . 


reminder for myself and everybody :


"Ingin saya tegaskan sekali lagi apa yang telah saya kemukakan beberapa kali : bahawa saya tidak setuju dengan slogan sebahagian orang zaman moden tentang "Bercinta sebelum berkahwin", kerana jalan yang begitu penuh dengan bahaya dan meliputi samar-samar." -[Fatawa Mu'ashirah - 2].

Wlpn kita cuba backup atau mengindahkan cinta sebelum kahwin dengan apa jua istilah dan tips sekalipun, wlpn mungkin kita bataskan banyak benda agar sampai tidak wujud zina hati, tapi kita kena ingat; Bila kita jatuh cinta dalam keadaan iman yang ampuh, kita senang terdedah pada penyakit hati dan tidak ramai antara kita yang imannya teguh.

thats all for now . assalamualaikum :)