fever , runny nose

salam :)

this week , im quite unlucky

ive been  suffering from a fever for 5 days

my temperature was high

seriously

even the doctor was shocked

40.3

i cant feel my hand and legs for almost a day

for the following days

my fever was off and on

it became worse when i puked after i eat

it was a really tiring week for me

then

went again to th clinic

i had a blood test

alhamdulillah, 

no virus infection

just need to drink plenty of water

since my blood is so thick

but the great thing is that

most of my friends were worried

thanks guys ;)

gastrik :)

gastrik gastrik

da ta jge makan balik da

bialaa

to tired to eat

no appetite to eat

kalau kne ulcer

padan muke saye :)

gelak saya ditarik utk seketika smalam .

salam.

smalam gelak saya kne tarik .

sbb ape ?

bia smpan sorgsorg jela ea.

tp , yg pasti

saye skrg bole gelak

dan ta pyh blanje aidil dutch lady . :)

my friends are there for me lah .

life must go on .

okie :)

saya maafkan awak .

may Allah bless u .

fullstop . 

kpd kawankawan yg kasi saye chocolate .

WOW .

thanks a lot !

da byk collection chocolate da ni .

:D

sukesuke .

hari ni saye tujuhteen lah :D

salam ,

hee . today im a seventeen year old girl lah

wootwoot .

seriously ta tau na mintak ap

sbb tadepape na mintak kot .

hee ~

thanks kpd smue yg wish yaww .

sygsygsyg korang <3

among org pertame yg wish,

p/s : ta smue okie . yg terdekat jea dulu . hee :)

hawa

yusainy amer

meera

asyraf

abg din

aidil

zul

naza

soleha

hariz

razik

hee ~

trimekaseh korangkorangkorang :)

tadi balik tusyen 

fikri blanje saye makan

trimekaseh fikri

hee

:D

save duit ak hari ni . na harihari la birthday .

haha 

    

school ( ii )

salam , :)

lame ta smile kat blog ni . hee ~

first day of school ,

oh 

seriously , tiring .

f3 students ,

there are so many of them .

usually our hall muat masuk smue . 

ni smpai tekelua tau 

ramai sgt la .

and prefect jugak susah 

sbb na handle tu . mak oi .

and now , im having a soar throat .

keep coughing .

urghh .

no fun  .

just now , i suffered .

sejuk oh .

our history teacher for this year ,

pn laily ~

wootwoot .

haha . eventho somtimes she's scary

but

she's a good history teacher lah . 

yesterday , my first day for 2011

talking in front of the students

quite nervous seyh

but , kurang nervous sbb

da f5 kot 

haha 

dulu kne diri dpan f5 last year .

segan . haha .

then , mesyuarat koko yesterday

alhamdulillah ~

dpt la jugak jwtan 

tmbh marks for koko kan kan :)

et et et 

gtg ,

tata . salam :)

eksplorasi , far east ft inteam :)

love

from the book 

'wahai remaja kebanaranmu bermula disini '

i learned something 

something called love

which is ,

before i love somebody ,i need . 

really need to fulfill

1 . my love to Allah s.w.t

are you sure , your love to Allah is enough to let u love somebody ?

when u love Allah sincerely , then ur love for someone

will be sincere

2 . my love to both my parents

yes , i do love them . seriously .

but is it still enough ?

i dont think so .

3 . my love to knowledge .

i still need to find my love for knowledge .

i did not achieve that yet .

maybe a little , but seriously its not enough

4 . my love for a person 

i cant love someone till i fulfill all the three loves above

next , love in this time . our teenage time is just our lust .

ia kemahuan , bukan keperluan .

if there is someone as good as Umar Abdul Aziz in this world

im happy to be Fatimah which was married to Umar

without even knowing each other.

but , they do live happy .

they have Allah's blessing . 

do we think ,

 by being in love now , we can have Allah's blessing ?

i'm ashame to see 

some couples holding hands , kissing , hugging each other

but they have the nerve to pray to Allah

so that their relationship will be blessed

and last forever

do they actually realise , that they are definitely not mahrams

i do not want love without the blessings of Allah , rather lose someone , then losing Allah's blessing .

some of them said , 

"walaupun kitorg couple , kitorg ta pgg . ta berduaan .

but , zina hati , zina mata , cant be avoid in a relationship

this is a reminder for all the girls out there ,

a guy who take good care of your dignity ,

which is never lay even a finger on you ,

that guy is the one who is truly sincere . 

this is totally not made up .

cube korg tgk soal asyraf kat oasis .

then korang akan tau .

crush happens to everyone out there

it does not mean ,

someone who wears 'tudung labuh'

has no crush 

beleive me , i know

but , its the way they handle their feelings

istiqamah is important

they still be friend with guys .

but they have their limits .

i really really really want to be like one of them that i know so well .

jodoh pertemuan , semua kat tgn Alalh s.w.t

its just the matter of time

and our part ,

is to always pray to Allah

that we will meet the right person

that could lead us to the right path

this post does not mean , im a goodiegoodie

ive been through this

but i realised my mistake

i want to change

there is no harm in trying .

school :(

salam , 

today , 2 jan 2011

last day of the holiday

it sucks .

huh 

as usual , ill be the only child in this house

that is like so so so B.O.R.I.N.G

evnthough we fight a lot

biasela , adik bradik maa

but at least

i have someone to bully 

haha

which is my sis

adek sy yg buli saye okay

:)

and , im facing SPM this year

urghh

takut seyh 

agakagak jarang ta onlinee ?

maybe kot

now , 

im not going to worry about beating the genius 

in the class

because,

ill just worry about my spm

and will do my best to get 9a's

insyaAllah ~

so pray for me okie :)

i really hope ill focus

sbb , sy ni susah na focus -.-

kejap je focus . lpastu hilang

all the best to me ~ 

:)